| Have you ever been told that actions speak louder than words? Well I just don't know what to do. My heart is breaking and I am beginning to feel the cold stings of pain.Will and I are not breaking up but he has been distant from me lately and says he doesn't know if he wants me to continue living with him. He says he loves me and I believe him that he does, but I don't know how much he does anymore. I have been up most the night crying and to him it doesn't seem to matter, he is getting annoyed with it. I have been crying a lot lately mainly because I am afraid of my heart getting broken and I have told him this and he says he is not going to break up with me but how can I believe him when he doesn't even seem to care, he won't comfort me and thats all I want is for him to hold me and tell me everything is going to be alright, but instead he just gets annoyed and mad. He tells me it's because of the whimpering and the sniffling that i do, and I ask him questions like, How much do you love me, or do you really care for me? and he gets annoyed by that. I don't mean to annoy him but I just want reassurance, I'm scared and he can't do that. but its hard to believe him when he says he does and then his body language completely states the opposite. I know I have made some mistakes in this relationship but I have apologized for them time and time again. I admit I made the mistakes now please forgive me. I don't know what to do or expect I guess all I can do is give him the space he needs and maybe one day he will comfort me. Maybe one day it will be back to the way things used to be where he loved me more than anything and he would tell me I am his world. Where him and I could talk together and there not be a problem or hoe i used to be able to tell him everything on how I feel. I Love You Will with all my heart. * DEEP SIGH* I just don't understand.....
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| Hello my freinds!!!! Wow I have not been on here in a long time.. well everything with me is good. Does anyone really ever check this anymore??? I dunno but any-who .. i have been enjoying my summer so far; i have had plenty of fun working, swimming going to cedar point and soak city.. soon to be going to geaugua lake, and San Antonio 10 days left! Woot Woot.. well gotta go be good..
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What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures]
Your Evanescence song is: Haunted
You have a love/hate relationship to a person who only seems to be pulling you down. You try to escape him/her in order to save yourself but he/she always seems to be there. It is like a race and you run as fast as you can. Still, a part of you know no other love and wants to stay.
When all this time I've been so hollow inside
I know you're still there
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 Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Yeah so I got the song that i consider to be about me Woot woot. everything is going well and i am definetly ready for summer!
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| - Haunted, Hello The entire CD! OKay so today wasn't good until i got to managment class!!!
Managment class was the shit today!!!!!so we talked about sexual harrasment and frank's tents and rod! or as our teacher put it his anntena! and the quote of the day is from this class
Q.O.T.D: Tom: Dillan are you offended? Dillan: No. Tom: do you wanna be!
as well as tosay poor frank got made fun of his antenna and after the break he said : Hey i left my antenna out in my car. Tom: thats a neat trick. Frank : yup abracadabra!! Me: that's what she said! okay so all in all a bad day was turned into a slightly good one at the end! well night all i'm going to eat w/ mike * who has brightened my day* and then home to bed!
Loves ya
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| Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So everything it good.. Quartet is awesome!!! |
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